great day i had today (:
yet feeling super tired,
back pain hands pain legs pain no strength.
i'm getting clumsier and clumsier each day.
legs almost no strength.
pppplll, please really pray for me.
haha.
oh, i almost fainted today. =/ LOL.


i was being stationed at knitwears corner, so must fold and fold them,
and most importantly, must be very neat.
so i actually stood there more than an hr js to fold them,
and yea, kinda pissed when customers just take them and u know,
anyhow throw tt kind.
its like, so xin xin ku ku fold den mess 'em up. -.-

well, this particular lil boy running about in zara caught my attn.
hmm, he's not like anyone of us. he's different from us.
he's a lil down syndrome kind. and yea, he actually sort of messed up my knitwears.
i saw him doing tt, at first a lil sian. but later, i js couldn't bear to.
and later he actually pulled a garment from a rack js beside me,
and the garment dropped on the floor. he squatted down, and yea,
he looked very frantic.
i went over to pick it up for him, and yea, he looked at me,
i saw that innocence in his eyes.
those sparkling innocent eyes.
my heart just broke.
how he actually have to struggle with being so different from us.
well, i think he don't really know tt he's different afterall.
yet i saw that joy in him. that happiness in him.
jumping around running around, always shouting for his mummy.

many of us js couldn't be like tt yea?
in times of struggles, we just simply lose that joy.
hey people, look at this lil boy.
he's just a boy, yet he has to struggle with the fact that he's not the same.
yet this didn't keep him from being so joyful.
i don't know. if u tink what i've js spoken are craps, u may js ignored and move on. =/

i rmb seeing this on the walls of heart of God church,
"Joy remains even when happiness goes away."
something liddat de la.


well, i still believe that God placed me there in zara for a purpose.
i don't whats the purpose yet.
but yea, somehow, i feel tt He placed me there to train me.
building up my patience and perseverance.
it really requires patience to be in the customer service line.
& i've got a new motto starting for today that will live with me :

"DO MY BEST IN EVERY SINGLE THING THAT I DO."
be it little things like having to throw the litter? haha!
must do my best too!
be it things like having to serve customer?
i'll give my all!
LOL.
crazy me. recently gt the mood for long long and wordy posts. ")


after analyzing for days at zara,
i've come to learn of one thing.
"How one handles clothings actually detemines his or her personality."
its true.
hmm, when i mentioned handling clothes actually js simplye means how they treat clothings,
whether they're those kind of ppl who js take the clothes and just throw, anyhow put.
or those kind of ppl who actually take clothes and fold them back nicely before returning it to original position.
well, this only applies in shops. not at home! haha!
people who actually are like the first one i explained are those who are very self-centered.
all they think is for themselves, and not for others.
yet those who are like the second one i mentioned are those who actually put others before self.
they actually take the extra efforts to fold the clothes back and return it politely or saying thankyou/sorry to salesgirls even though they ain't obliged to do so.
so yea, thus my conclusion. =/


oh, i think i'm beginning to like the morning view of my river than night view now.
i feel that mornings are much more peaceful. u know, as early as 7 plus?
really really quiet and peaceful. (:
nono, i'm not emo. js that yea, the view's really a breathtaker man. =/
had lunch alone, went kopitiam eat and sat outside so i can see the scenery.
well well well, i tink i really had a great lunch break alone with God!
bright and sunny afternoon! hoho.


zara's having a third markdown tmr!