How does it feels like having all eyes stopped at you?
How does it feels like seeing all shunning away from you?
How does it feels like hearing how people gossiping about you?
How does it feels like being treated like a cockroach where ppl flee at the moment they saw you?
How does it feels like to see eyebrows raised, frustrations arise, anger against you when you didn't even done anything wrong.
How does it feels?

These all came across my mind even as i was on my way home from work.
I was looking around, and somehow, my eyes began to stop at the foreign workers/banglas.
I've always been such an ass. Always making fun of the banglas and foreign workers prob from china, vietnam etc. and those china ladies.
yes, i am a racist. =/ i have something against these people for don't know why also. -.-
i believe many people also are like me, having something against them for no reason.
probably because they look gay? they ARE gays? they look like tikos? they ain't singaporeans?
blah blah blah. we can have a whole list of reasons.
and yea, today, God shifted my perspective.
from a self-centered view, to God's view.
God loves these people nevertheless. He loves each and everyone of us here, regardless of race/nationality.
i began to think. how does it feels like being treated the ways we treat these people?
awww..

many questions came into my mind.
why did God choose them to be created that way and why did God chose me to be created this way?
i'll never get to know the answer i believe. haha.
began to thank God for not creating me to be like one of them. O.O
i doubt i'll be able to take all the critics.
but yea, seriously, i feel that we all should begin to learn to look at people with love.
[sorry, i realise this a lil too late la hor.]
i'm really really a blessed girl. a lil too blessed. =/ HAHA.


alright. what a post for today. i know its weird.
talking about banglas. [i almost bolded the word "banglas" -.-]
haha!
i've been really a bad girl bad girl. haha!
cos i'm guilty of the above. =/ =x =/

but yea, how does it feels to be like one of them?


& oh, i'm a warrior for today!
i killed a spider in my toilet! :D hohoho.


& tmr's crazy.
working from 8 am all the way till closing. -.o
wonder how i'm gonna survive.
intially should be normal full shift time tt starts work from 9.30 am till closing.
but but but, today's scheduled shipment was delayed and hence tmr.
siann.


& ooh, thur's O's release!
i'm so so excited~