results out today.
l1r5 17.
l1r4 14.

i expected more than this.
but i'm still gonna praise God.
haha.
it's really tough to still praise God despite what i'm feeling.

No matter how disappointed i may be, i'll still praise God.
because its only thru such circumstances when my praises actually glorified God most.


i'm seriously lost in direction now.
where? which course?
14.. i can't get into my desired course psychology in np.
well, but early childhood i can.
is God calling me to ECH?


as much as i felt that my results ain't good.
still, gotta thank God for the improvements.
from a l1r5 30 for mid-year, to a l1r5 25 for prelims [i dont use moderated results],
to now, a l1r5 17.
well, english was the killer.
i got a c6.
seriously, if i had performed better for el,
i could have gotten better results.
its the only C grade in my slip.
tt's like so...

but still, i'm really satisfied with the other subjs.
especially chemistry.
from always a fail to now a b3.
the worse grade i got for chem if i rmb correctly is an E8 for midyear.

all subjs showed improvements EXCEPT! for english.
Zzzzzzzz.

should i go retake english?