heh.
what an interesting day i had.
not trying to be sarcas lar.
but i really had an interesting day.
being exposed to so many things i didnt see b4.
new experience.

so yep.
went cine w thunderbird.
went bk to find kevin eugene.
then, went to take np.
followed by,
went to find her good friend.
and so yea,
after that started hanging out w them throughout the day.
woah.
so so weird lar.
but yea,
afterall, it sure was a new exp to me.
heh.
i didnt know of so many ajs.
exposure to new things.
i find it quite a waste though,
esp when they're so goodlooking.
heh.
but i just cant stand the smoke lar.
its like they can easily finish one-two boxes a day.
but the ppl there are still friendly lar.
esp theres this girl,
i felt as if she's a da jie jie to me.
heh.
but still,
i just feel so sorry for them.
their everyday lives are just this, this and this.
and it made me realise that there are so so many lost souls still out there.
just feel so sorry for them lar.
don't know why.

i cant imagine if im one of them.
not only will my daily expenses be very big,
but oso life will be so meaningless then.
its like repeating the daily routine.
clubbing through the night till dawn breaks,
hanging out and sitting down talking throughout the day,
drinking and smoking till happy.
it kinda seems enjoyable to have such a carefree life,
however at the end of the day,
emptiness still sets in.
coldness still fills the heart.
life will seems so meaningless.
sighs.
how fortunate i am.

and gosh.
met someone today.
my oh my.
haiyo..
why. why let me see that person again.
and the things we used to do in the past just flashed back lar.
the craps, the talking thru the nights bla bla bla.
i just hope the feelings wont just return again.
hopefully.
my oh my.