afternoon shift. Zz.
was really stressed up today for don't know what reason.
felt very pressurized.
needed a break bt couldn't due to rather huge crowd today.
hate hate hate folding.
esp the whatever parketeria or sth liddat.
all the flimsy clothings. argh. basket.
drive me nuts.
couldn't cheat cos rae demanded me to fold on th spot.
refold and refold and refold.
nth good comes out of it.
kept ranting to God.
kept on asking help from God, desperate.
finally got 'em done.
like, phew. finally.
hoping so badly for anyone i know to come down to visit me, but none.
too stressed up.
needed somebody there to cry to.
& i found the best candidate,
Jesus (:
He's just available and there anytime :D

tomorrow's full shift.
die.
the headquarter of zara from spain is coming down.
it's gonna be a huge thing.
pray hard that they won't talk to me.
=/

p.s: i would really greatly appreciate an sms just to know tt i'm not forgotten.


it makes me feel so lonely.
i just need You God.
how much i need You.
i need You i need You i need You.
without You here in my life,
what would have become of me?
without You here in my life,
how broken and lonely would i have felt?
You filled me inside out upside down with Your love.
how dumb of me to even turn away from that?!
i just need You God.