"I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you,
I'll be standing by your side in all you do.
And I won't ever leave."
walked down that dark lonely street.
yet i know i'm never alone.
even as i was listening to the song 'remember me this way',
well.. actually the earlier lines were from this song.
God begin to use the song to speak to me.
haven't been feeling really good recently.
i guess spiritual attacks and such?
been working and working since start of the year.
yea, seriously worn out, but used to it alr.
i only hate it when it comes to lunch/dinner.
once again had dinner alone at ljs.
was feeling down and evt.
well, tts what all have to face sooner or later yea?
whatever.
i'll just take whatever thatcomes my way.
at times, whenever i take a short rest from work to check my phone,
kinda saddening to see nth no calls no smses anyting.
seems like i'm forgotton.
but nevermind.
cos i know God's still there. (:
only He can be standing beside me every single minute every single second.
my family can't,my friends neither.
but still i wanna thank those who came down to visit me!
yea. like what i told michng etc.
that its sucha different life working and studying.
of course i want to be a student instead.
i used to always think working as a simple job.
yet now, i've changed my point of view.
when it comes to the working life,
i duno, but i just realise that its just so real.
everything's just so real having to work now.
its like.. just so realistic.
feels like i'm being forced to grow up, to be independent yet dependent on God.
things i face at work are not what i faced in school.
perhaps yes, in some ways.
well, just find it so scary luh..
don't know how to put it in words..
hmm, those who're also working might know what i mean.
especially in retail outlets.
yet, the more i am being told to change job,
the more i am being told to stop working and just enjoy my holidays,
the more i want to stand firm, the more i don't want to quite,
the more i want to work till the end.
perseverance is all it takes.
its just a lil hardship and if i can't even take it, what about bigger reponsibilities bigger jobs bigger whatever? =/
just another 2 months plus.
hohoho.
till the end.
