Tuesday, January 08, 2008

drained.


was so tired+mental block tt i almost went into the males' toilet instead of females'.
and i banged into the wall. -.-

no wonder cy said i looked very haggard.
i'm tired without realizing it myself! -.-


anyway, regarding the earlier post, i'm really okay yea.
not emo or anything. emo is not going to be in my dictionary again.
i dont mind having meals alone and such really yea.
i know i still have friends out there, esp God.
so yea, dont worry much peeps. (:

someone told me that i am STRONG ytd.
well, you know who you are la. dont have to mention your name here.
if not you thickskin again. =/
but yea, these very words "You are strong" really pushed me on.
encouraging (:

anw, forgot to mention that cy diona nicole adrian kok jer lam came down to zara ytd,
to pass me my belated present! aww.. thank you guys! (:
oh, and today elton&damien came down to acc me during dinner break.
haha. so NICE of them la can.
to think tt SOMEONE still said that he is SHY.
liddat SHY hor?
but yea, when they entered zara and called me,
really funny. i couldn't stop laughing aft they left!
duno why either =x

walked home again like i did ytd.
well, i'll make it a point to walk home evd.
not only can i save bus fare, but its a time of relaxation.
when i can take time off enjoying the breeze and time with God.
& oh, thank God.
the ipod miraculously survived till i reach home despite being at a super low batt.
reason being, because i prayed!
(:

last but not least, i gotta say this,
today's walk home and ytd's walk home's so so so much different!
walked home with tears ytd.
yet walked home with joy today. (:
changed mindset.
duno why either.
AWESOME :D

Joy unspeakable that won't go away
And just enough strength
To live for today
So I never have to worry
What tomorrow will bring
'Cause my faith is on solid rock
I am counting on God.