how to say one is fine when he is just not?
yet, how to force a smile out when its against his will?
how to even stop them from falling when he just could control no longer?
do i know, or do i not know what is exactly wrong?

once again, everything set in deep again.
no idea, no reason.
it just came so unexpectedly and suddenly.
as much as i am trying hard, the devil's trying hard too.

God, take control, take Your place here in my life.
Surrending everything that i have to You,
all i am is Yours.
Guard my heart, get it right.

like i've always said, it doesn't matter.
because i know i matter alot to God, and thats enough.
but im beginning to doubt, if i meant it when i said it doesn't matter.

yet i know, i want to count my life as pure glory to You.