Yes Lord,
I MAY BE A NOBODY TO THEM, BUT I KNOW I AM SOMEBODY TO YOU.

i shan't be bothered much now.
they may turn their backs against me by all means,
for maybe thats the consequences of everything.
but i know, even if they all choose to just turn their backs against me,
God wont, and will never turn His back against me.
moreover, i realise that God actually placed quite a number of ppl who actually brought so much laughters to me during all these while, for eg, Yanto and his gay partner show, huishi the lamer, wanzi the encourager and etc. oh oh yea, kok the long, and still many more la. and Sham that gay face [as said by him].
thanks peeps!
*beams*

& it all falls back to one thing.
wanting to help one to get back on the right track but to sacrifice friendship.
whatever it is,
if i've hurt you people in anyway,
i am sorry.
what ur wanna do next is all up to ur.
to salvage everything or not to.
to continue just this way or not to.
im very clear of what i wanna do next now.
i won't let this pull me back from taking the next step.
though i know its hard.

heh. i rmb ytd's qt.
God actually taught me an important lesson.
it's about forgiving.
that we shldn't keep track of the no. of times we've forgiven ppl.
we should forgive them for God forgave us.
One who is so so perfect chose to forgive us,
but yet, many of us who are so so imperfect choose not to forgive one another.
and when we dont forgive one another, we are setting ourselves above Christ's law of LOVE.
[alright, last sentence quoted from study bible. heh.]

& like what mich shared w me thru sms.
that forgiveness is an action, you have to make a conscious effort.
maybe the person you have to forgive now might have forgive you,
it doesn't mean you just forget about it.
it's knowing the person have done something against you but you choose to love him/her still.
AMEN!

heh.
oleh! i've learnt to play the song 'Your Call', on the guitar!
heehee. thanks to yanto eh.
and i seriously think im pro la, for i just took less than half hr to learnt that! =x
actually its not la, but cos its easy to play the tabs la. hehheh.
but yanto said that i am a fast learner okay?! hahaha. -.-

gosh.
i love yanto's hse so much! so much good food, good e-guit, good siblings, good shows, good games! and also, good mirrors! he have so so many mirrors in his house, it's everywhere!
my oh my! but sadly, just now i have to leave earlier for i had theory lessons. sians.
oh ya! & JEREMY KAN is learning airwalk!
hahahaha! and he's like always practising it, looking into the mirror and doing it. -.-
and yes, i just wish the four guys who're tonning over at his house all the best,
IN COMPLETING THE PS2 GAME! lols.
they aren't sleeping tonight. power ehh?!
marathon 12 hrs of that game. duno what's that called.
OH YA YA! AND ALL THE BEST FOR THEIR SOCCER MATCH TMR MORNING 6.30 AM!
i'll see how dead they will be. sure all becum zombies. LOL. -.-



& i love that walk just now.