i don't understand why.
why is she saying this yet doing another?

whatever it is.
it's sad to see her like that.
why.
why did she tell me that she won't do this won't do that,
but in the end, she did all those bhind my back.
i'm disappointed.
yes i am.
but what else can i say?
what else can i do?
i tried. but did she even tried?
she claimed that she realised how much she need God.
she claimed that she wanna get back to Him.
it's like just one to two weeks ago since she said this.
but yet, what's she doing now?
aiya.
what's now.




Lord, tell me how.
tell me what i should do now.
i'm totally lost.
i don't know what i can do to help her anymore.
i seriously need ur guidance.

Lord, i just pray for her,
that You'll convict her heart.
that she'll come back to the heart of worship,
even though she's enjoying what she's doing now.
i pray against her family objections to come to church.
i pray that she'll just stand firm in You Lord..