jus feeling so terrible inside me now. i jus don understand why. wtf. tings are all cleared. jus that few probs occurred again. bt seriously, didnt affect my studies alright. i seriously jus don understand why he mus call my dad and tell him so much. causing so much stress and pressure in me now. ytd could finally at least concentrate abit in class, yet cos of that one phone call to dad..it jus took away all of my concentration. fuck. super pissed can. its none of ur prob lor. i noe u care for ur students, bt dats not d way to care rite? u're jus making tings worse. causing my relationship wid him and my aunt to sour only. let me tell you, my life is super miserable now. daddy always checking on me. aunt threatening to come sch fetch me evd. even accusing me of taking drugs. sleepy in class eh? tell me wad you wana do la. dad keep askin me to slp early. bt? i slp early oso makes no difference at all okay? u jus made tings worse. i still need my breathing space.. i still need some privacy okay! close room door you also ask so much. why cannot close? tell me which section of the law state that we cannot close room door? tell me la! ytd came home late cos of choosin ur bdae gift. bt did u even appreciate it? instead called me ytd nite to scold me. reason wid me. fine! like i say, fail 'O's.. all the most go ite, if not jus send me away to other country. like i care! u said i changed so much.. u said my attitude changed. u said my way of talking changed. is all bcos of u. forcing me to be the way i am now. pls lar.. gimme a break. u wont be able to force my probs out de. i suddenly.. i jus wana go somehwere faraway. a place so faraway dat noone can find me dere. no one noes me. i wana start life afresh again.. please take me away. if not, take my life.

you robbed me of my happiness..