well, gotta go back sch early in the mornin to do class deco. super tired eh. supposed to meet junhwee for breakfast at busstop at 830am de. in the end, he was late=x LOL. anw, was rather pissed when i return to class la. cos i duno wad to do la. my mind was all blank. and yupp, apple came, she toked to me. wad else can i do now? i duno. i dunno wad actions to take now. i seriously duno wad to do now. yup, im jus so tired wid everyting arnd me. i jus feel so helpless and tired. i jus wana give up evt in my life. how i wish i jus didnt exist at all. i jolly well knew dat even if i give up on him, he wont give up on me. yet i still felt dis way. and yea, apple asked me one qns, and dat is, am i really be able to let go of him? well, the answer to tis qns is, i duno. bt i noe i cant do without him. alrite. hmm, actually wanted to go for service de la, been looking forward to it. bt, jus felt so tired..so didnt go in d end. and yupp, took bus 99 wid yulun, and walked home again. bt walking home alone jus didnt allow me to sort out my thoughts. i duno wad im tinking. i duno who i am now. wad've become of me now.

wadever it is, i gotta say tis to apple. im jus so sorry. i feel like i've let u down alot. im sorry for nt sharin wid u. i dunno why. i jus duno how to say when i saw u. jus so lost for words. duno whre to start frm. bt i noe dat u understand, and i've to thank u for dis. lastly, still, sorry apple for adding on to ur burdens. sorry.