i'm sorry for my attitude ytd. there's nth else i can do other than saying sorry. u really needa give me more time to think through. u asked me, am i really going to listen to wad others say? i dunno. am i going to give up at this point of time? i dunno. do i really want to walk out of his loving hands? again, two words, i dunno. im jus stuck here. i dunno where else to head to. feeling jus so lost. i really dunno wad to do either. hatred starts to grow inside me...again. and i really didn't expect tis to happen. i jus dunno wad to do. wadeva. blablabla..
gideon smsed me, telling me that i'm gonna be fine, as wad God told him. am i really be fine? i dunno. no more passion. no nothing...