My colleague, Vernon, asked me this in chi today.

"Wei shen me ni bu hui shang xing de? Mei ci dou kan ni yi zhi zai xiao. Qi fu ni ye xiao. Mei yi tian dou zai xiao."

translated:
"Why you're never sad de? Everytime see you laugh. Even when i bully you also laugh. Everyday also laugh."


i wonder,
so this is what people've been seeing me as,
one who's always laughing?


but who else,
will know every deepest most secret in my heart,
every single hurt and pain i'm feeling deep down,
every struggle that i'm facing.
Who else, but You God. (: