was so pissed just now that i vent my anger on my bro.
feeling so guilty.. ... ....
js smsed him a sorry, even though he's js outside my room.
=/ because i've never ever apologised to any of my family member bfore,
like very awkward la.
bt js now, i js felt sth telling me to go apologise to my bro.
guilty conscience. feeling so apologetic..
maybe by sms, its a good start?
i must learn how to control my anger.
righteous anger. righteous anger.
why be so angry over little things.
i dont know why i was either.
come to think of it, really dumb la.
getting so pissed over that, like really dumb la.
pointless too. results still the same.
argh, must learn how to control.
* * *
i wana change blogskin, starting to get sick of it already..
bt while searching for blogskins just now, suddenly i dont feel like changing.
nothing caught my attention. Zz.
moreover, blogskins nowaday all so vintage, and looookk so emo, all black black dark dark one.
i want a skin that looks lively, and bright, and not those dark dark ones.
u know, blogskin affects one's mood?
words so small, look so dark, u read le, will feel very.. Zz.
i dunno la. js know that it affects.
and i want something that has GREEN!
so sad, cant find any.
i know im random.
sorry la, hang out with yuchun for too long le.
HAHA.
