it's really hard and impossible to please everyone.
at times, one may js ends up bringing hurts to oneself while trying to please everyone.

check my heart, search it deep.
set my priorities right.
who is more important?
who is the only one i should and i can please?

a wake-up call indeed.

there's still time to get it right,
before its too late.

c'mon girl.

yes, im frustrated with many things right now.
it seemed like nothing i do nor say nor think is even right.

what else now.

i cannot afford to even let down a lil now.
mission trip's nearing, and i really gotta be consistent.
i dont wanna end up dragging the whole team down.

stop all these distractions!

tell me how.

Zz. sian.



Lord, tell me what is wrong with me, in my life.
Set me free from all that's going on in my mind and life.
Deliver me from them all.
In Your freedom I will live, and i proclaim that.
I'm lost, very lost indeed.
& i need Your guidance and touch badly.
Tell me what's next.
What's now.
Tell me what i should do now?
Break it all & take it all Lord.