Sunday, September 16, 2007

zzz. 3 more papers to go.
a maths p2 tmr.
phys p1&p2 on wed.
and chem practical on thurs.

i don't know why, i can't seem to be able to study at all.
no mood. no anyting.
its like, i'd rather do everyting bt not studying -.-
cannot cannot. must study.
i wana glorify God using my results.
nevermind. shall go study in a while.

well, have been bloghopping and watching video for the past few hours.
ehhs, came across many posts by different people that spoke to me.
anyway, i've finally watched the skit that xavier asked me to watch.

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ee73e63418003b47d7d5

it's really powerful i must admit.
it spoke to me in a really powerful way, till i teared. haha!
i could suddenly felt like, i dunno.
but i know God's presence fell upon me so strongly.
i could feel Him very strongly. it's awesome.
i just wished time stopped at that moment, when i could feel Him so strongly.
and how great if that js went on. =D

well, after watching that video.
i admit im like the girl - easily distracted by the things around me.
be it relationships, friends, materialism, wealth, problems. anything.
im js easily distracted by whats going on around me.
still, God's just as faithful, His love's just as unfailing, His promises never let go of me.
i know i've been and always taking Him for granted.
nono. it's time to change girl. you cannot think this way.
stop being so easily distracted by the world.

o's have nt even started, & i'm alr looking forward to post o's activities.
it's normal i suppose? cos i bet everyone's feeling like me. haha!
ahh well, i js cant wait for mission trip, YI camp, christmas bash etc etc!
its gonna be my first mission trip mind you! haha. cool! im so so excited.

i know im very blessed by God.
i could js go mission trip so easily, without even fear of daddy's objections.
but i saw many people wanting to go for mission trip, bt fear of parents' objections.
im really one blessed girl. yes i know.
& im not gonna take my chance to be able to go for MT for granted.
im gonna cherish it. =D
not only this, im able to attend church weekly js like that.
bt many others want to attend church, bt not able to, due to parents objections too etc.
how blessed i am!
&&& mind you, my God has been blessing me financially!
sia la. haha.

Thank You for Your blessings. xD