lets see.
God actually changed my view on something today.
i mean as in, hmm, He somehow revealed to me another side of my class.
He actually changed my perception.
well, it was really sweet i must say.

you see, im organising class chalet, & it met many hiccups along the way.
hmm, today wasn't a good day to start with seriously.
reached sch, was alr rather sian la.
school wasn't great. evt wasn't great.
was really really frustrated and stressed up with the chalet thingy.
as in, i was super angry w the class la, in a way, ppl ain't cooperative enough,
and i thought that the class is only good at, u know, being fussy and such,
only know how to reject, bt don't give suggestions that kind u know.
this was my initial impression on the class la.
so yea, was really mentally tired too.

(oh yea, if u dunno me well enuf,
im that kind of person who must get things very organised within a short time.
if things ain't well-planned, or organised,
i'll get super pissed off, super angry, super attitude.
i know this is very very wrong.
which i think, i really gotta change this la!
i guess im too much of a perfectionist when it comes to organising/planning things?)

ah yea, back to the main topic.
i was sort of going 'mad' in a sense la, too stressed up.
started praying in tongues, asking God to guide me in planning,
that everything'll go well.
so yea, God once again answered my prayer as expected.
seriously, after school, i shouted to the class to pay up la.
bt nobody did.
then there's this thing telling me to go to them and ask one by one,
so i did just that.
who knows, respond got better, ppl finally responded!
situation changed, for the better.
amazing.

& yea, its like, God showed me the other side of my class.
the nice nice side of them.
chengyong and jeremy started to came over to help me in it,
ppl starting to give me the money,
those not going starting to choose to come for bbq/ stay for a night.
& it js made me realize that actually my class ain't that bad,
in fact, i js saw how ppl actually made the efforts to go for the chalet,
ppl like shurong, hilary, suanjoo, xinyi, jingwen, brenda, xiyan etc etc,
when they aren't really like, er, who hangs in the clique itself and such.
it's really very sweet to see them making the effort to willing to go.
(i actually overlooked this!)
so its actually nt that bad la,
it's just that i admit, i didnt have the patience.

ain't it amazing when God changes your view/perception of something?
when He begins to reveal you the other positive side of one, instead of only noticing their negatives.
ain't it a miracle when everything actually changed, situation turned and such, by the power of God.
& yea, im really happy ya know?!?! haha!
it's great to be able to see things in God's ways, in His views.
woahoo.
especially, when He actually showed how sweet my class actually is. =)
& yea, i seriously wana be changed by Him.
i want to build up my patience, which i think i really did, through this matter too, and some others.

ahh well, ytd attended prayermeeting.
woah. cool. haha.
but hmm, i thought my week so far was rather good?
haha. i duno. bt at least my spiritual life and such is improving.
lalala~
ah yea, not forgetting,
God actually revealed to me so so so many things this week!
AWESOME. haha.

olah~