WOAH.
mixed up feelings,
yet again.

heh. ytd went far east to shop w apple mich karen followed by peihwa. yeap.
and i mean real shopping. we walked arnd far east for the whole aftnn.

& yea. dis is to appletan. remember wad i teach you wor.
firstly, say 'haha. so small.'
secondly, if he dares do anyting to you, take out ur penknife.
lastly, say, 'if you dare come any nearer i'll cut it off. den it'll become even smaller by then.'
HAHAHA.

dreamt a dream last night.
dreamt of my ahma again.
dreamt dat i hugged her so tightly,
didn't wana let go..
bt still, i gotta face reality.
i gotta face the fact.
bt that was a sweet dream really.

two days ago, i dreamt of another dream.
a nightmare.
its like exactly the same look i imagined..
dreamt of a devil.
yes. its a devil.
the one which i pictured in my mind,
upon hearing the 'news' from her.
and that i became a little devil after which.
and i was crying away..
wad a dream.
but im glad its all just a dream.

wadeva it is, so stressed up now.
studies alone is enuf to kill me..
not forgetting the things that i'm facing right now.
baskets.
i dunno wads wrong w me.
maybe i do noe wads wrong w me.
bt mayb i didnt dare to face them.
i don't know.

i'm trying very hard.
yes i am.
but i dunno..
how long i can last.
i dunno..
when's evt's gonna be the same again.
RAHHHHHH!!!!!!
everything that's going on in my life,
they are just killing me so swiftly can.
crappanathan.