what lies beneath..

feeling so..
duh.
i don't know.
not again.

so hate my right eye lar.
been in pain for past few days.
so easily irritated nowadays.
DUH.
scary thoughts ran thru my mind.
what if its eye infections?
what if i just go blind?
...

yea.
can't wait for radical conf.
expecting something big out of it.
a breakthrough in my spiritual life.
the fire in me will be ignited.
i'll just get to exp Him big time.
salvation in jiajun.
hui shi being saved too.
so so many expatations.
just cant wait for all these to come true.
i somehow knew that this's gonna be a turning point for my spiritual life.

even if i'm left with nothing,
i know You'll be still here for me.
You filled my little world with your love.
<3