lover of my soul.
yupp.
learning to play this song now.
haha.
not bad ahh.
learned all the chords & strumming.
and my fingers hurt terribly.
haha.
the price i have to pay.
but i'll not give up just like dat.
heh.
& i don't know what's wrong w the ppl arnd me nowadays. it seemed like everyone's unhappy. i don't know. but what hurts more is that, knowing they have problems, but not being able to help. knowing they have problems, but they aren't willing to share. the lowest peak of our friendship right now. we may sing, we may dance, we may laugh, we may crap. but all are just on the surface. i don't even know what they're thinking and feeling deep inside. and i just so hate this. but what to do? can't possibly go up straight to them and say, 'HEY. why you so liddat ah?' . can't right. just so lost lar. scram off. im just so sianded of all these lar. its like, so crapp can. wth. so be it.
whatever.
i dont give a damn.
cos i have my God with me.
i know He'll tide me thru this period.
=)
and all of a sudden.
memories of my past four years came back.
hah.
sweet memories i had with my badminton team.
haha.
its so cool.
we had so much fun.
so much tears.
so much laughters.
the tought of bidding farewell to the team,
just made me feel so sad.
i cant bear to leave them.
haha.
four years of friendship.
its so hard to come by.
looking back,
yes.
its a long long journey.
started off as strangers.
followed by,
trainings and trainings.
selections and tournaments.
haha.
i'm so glad.
that i've kept the photos we took.
i just so love fuhua bmt lar~
=DD
"happy mothers' day too".
i'll forever <3 you mom.
misses..loves.
& things aren't as simple as it seemed.
anymore.
