finally.
end of mye.
well, am superduper tired uh.
couldn't believe it that i actually studied thru the night.
for physics.
with apple datou and darren.
it was super cool lar cann.
haha.
they came over to my hse to study.
till dawn breaks.
so cool lar.
can't imagine im able to stay thru the nite.
bt yea la,
almost can't take it anymore.
so so tiring..
its like i see something,
can see until eyes close.
its like morning in bus w apple,
reading phys notes,
and dozed off.
worse still, i was talking while i was dozing off.
i actually asked apple about transverse waves.
and duno wad crapp i asked man.
dont even noe wad i said.
haha.
dont even noe why i said this,
'transverse wave is something like our voice la?'
and said it while i dozed off!
LOL!
laughed my head off lar.
yes.
i was tired beat.
couldn't imagine how the other passengers saw me.
if im not wrong, i said that so loudly.
and everyone's like looking at me&apple.
foools.
haha.

anws, physics was tough.
yes. its real tough.
even if i cant pass,
i still gotta thank datou&darren lar..
for putting in their efforts to even teach us.
and i must really say this,
darren, you can never be a teacher.
he's like so damn fast can.
bt one thing's good is that,
he actually finished gg thru w us 23 units,
within just 1 hrs plus.
and that's like 300 over pages.
haha. woah~

& yupp.
meiji chocolate factory after the paper.
followed by LJS.
ljs was super funny la!
haha!
shoe & baby,
i noe you guys noe wad im referring to yea?
haha.
the COINS.
LAUGHS!

thought could finally relax after today's paper.
bt the worse was yet to come.
blah shit.
to me, today was still alright.
bt to baby, it was different though.
really gotta praise her,
that she's able to hold on to the last minute.
till she just couldnt take it any longer.
i knew if i were to happen to meet that situation,
i'd have cried out loud. LOL!
you amazed me girl.
haha.
yepp.
& went down to the police station today w SHOE&baby.
but of course not bcos we kana things la.
bt bcos we went to report a theft.
stayed in there for more than a hr i tink?
woah.
that's wrong.
& i gotta admit,
that was my first visit to the policepost.
hehe.
questions & questions.

i'm so so tired.
& i've yet to catch a sleep.
since two days ago?
perhaps just eye-restings.
and yupp. falling sick soon.

yes.
i was pissed.
real pissed off.
why?
why isit that ppl are trying to escape from this common topic.
im not referring to those who are nonchristians.
but those who are, but turned away from Him.
one example.
smsed this person to ask him/her to come church tmr.
i know you've made up your mind.
but i hope there's still space for you to change your decision.
& this person told me that he/she's not gonna return anymore,
until he/she changed.
why did you think i asked you to go.
even though you've made up ur mind.
for fun isit?
it's bcos i was hoping and praying for a miracle to happen.
i was like.. .
and another one.
asked this other person if he/she's coming tmr.
didnt even bother to reply me.
that time told me that parents dont allow.
bt one thing i wana ask.
did you even try to go?
deep down your heart,
did you even wanna go at all?
or are you just going just for the sake of going?
because i learnt that,
if you really wana go, nothing is able to stop you at all.
not even your parents' objections or whatsoever.
blah.
and the list goes on.

it's not easy.
it has never been easy at all before.

this week had been such a stressful one.
having mood swings evt.
dunno why either.
it's not easy coping with so many things at one go.
im weared out.
but i know that there's always be One who's my provider.
experienced quite a bit from Him this week?
i guess so.
i hope so.
i dunnoo..

sorry.
i don't know what's wrong with me.
pardon me for any offences.


so many questions,
with no answers.