emotions kill.
yes, it do.

just as i expected.
something's bad gonna happen.
and it did.
whatever.

yes.
there's a barrier btwn both of us.
i do admit that.
personally,
i feel that the barrier is actually emotions.
your emotions, my emotions.
it caused hatred i supposed.
it caused us to drift apart.
i don't know.
but i somehow feel that you meant me in ur post.
and yes, if really thats me.
let me answer your questions.
how much i treasure you as a friend?
alot. and that's because i treasure you,
so i acted so rashly.
no longer know what i'm thinking?
me too, i no longer know what's in your mind.
and that's because of the barrier.
that's because of how much time we actually used to share.
how much time we actually used to interact.
i can tell that the time we spend..
there's too many hidden secrets btwn ppl eh?
yes. there are many.
why don't you question yourself,
how much have you hid from me?
i know there are lotsa tings which i don't know.
but don't be surprised that i knew it all.

i don't know what's wrong.
things seemed to go haywire.
people spamming blogs,
people sending nonsensical msgs.
and now,
having face this another problem.
but whatever it is,
i'll never let go of Him.
i'll cling onto Him no matter what.
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