exepected the results. like wad i told apple, wadeva the result is, i'll accept it. i have to accept it. yea, felt quite disappointed..like all my efforts have gone to waste. felt rather unfair. bt it's good that it turned out this way as well.. given my health status now, i'd rather not get in than to pull the whole team down. yea. yepp, i do not deny dat i had so much fun in dis team all these yrs, bt i've gotta admit dat it oso brought me so much misery. wadeva it is, i've told apple and evan dat i'd stand strong. and jus accept it, for i noe God wouldn't let me suffer, and i believe dat he took away something so dear to me so that he will give me the better, or shld i say the best in my life. and dat maybe like wad apple said, he wants to take it away from me so that i can focus on him, as i think i really spend too little time on God. yea. and yupp, thanks alot evan and apple. everytime u're the one who see me cry. heh. yea. and yea, everytime i got prob i sure run to u de lor. haha. thanks karen too. for all your encouragements. don't worry bout me so much le wor. like wad i told szeting, i've got bothered over dis, got worried over it, cried over it. and dat's the end of the prob. there's nth more i can do other den moving on. yea? heh.

STANDING STRONG...