alright. todays last day of superteen. well, my eyes are swollen now due to too much of weeping. these 3 days have been very fruitful la. learnt so much tings. dis whole workshop practically benefitted me alot. my aim is 7 'A's alrite. d instructors were good. really good. very humorous. i enjoy deir way of teaching. okay.
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ytd and today's session jus made me realise how much i missed her all these while. and it jus made me realise how much my dad actually loved me. today's closing ceremony. was rather sad cos dad wasn't dere. i really envied those whose parents were dere. i wana show my dad how much i loved him, how much i've appreciated all dat he'd done for dis family. at the same time, i envied those whose mom were dere. dr ernest spoke about family. told us his life. and one sentence of his struck me. and that's the regrets he had for not telling his dad 'i love you' b4 his dad died. scenes of my past flashed back again. the second time of this wk. first time was ytd. and dey actually played the song "shi shang zhi you ma ma hao". goodness. i jus couldn't stop crying. i miss her terribly. really terribly. same goes for today, felt really terrible inside me. im like fighting a big war. fighting against my past. the regrets i had few yrs back den, and dat i felt i really let her down alot. there's one ting dat i hope everyone out dere will learn. all of you should cherish your family, every single one of dem, the young and the old ones. love them wholeheartedly. treat them with love and concern. show them in actions dat u love and appreciate them. don't ever hate them. don't wait untill u lose one of them then u regret. cos i knew how all these felt, dats why i don't want to see any of my friends having regrets in future. and i really want to bring my experience out to everyone. learn from it. apply it, before you knew its all too late.

missing you terribly..