ok. today mornin left sch at 9.30 am for my piano exam. went home to practise for quite a while b4 my aunt drive me to je. well, was damn nervous ok. and its utter rubbish. i played until....crap man. put on my jacket though not cold, mayb too nervous le, so felt very cold. waited and waited until its my turn. DARN. i decided to start wid scales first. everything went well at first.. bt towards d end.. wth. SUCKS LYK HELL man. wtf. and dis is wad i get aft all the practice. i suddenly felt so useless. went on wid my pieces. first piece was lousy played. my fingers went stiff and my heart kept on beating nonstop sia. until a certain bar, shit! errors errors and errors! i almost cried in the exam room. i asked d examiner if i can repeat, she said just go on. WTF. just hope i will pass. aurul worst. haiyo, dumbo calista. went back to sch, many asked how my exam went. well, i wanted very much to cry.. bt held back my tears. i told my aunt and dad dat i was too nervous to go on playing. and dey were lyk " wad's dere to scared for?". Dey just don't understand how i feel. ALRIGHT. i miss mummy so much. how i hope she is outside d exam room waitin for me. nvm, its over, and life will still have to go on.
ok, went to Esplanade for BayBeats in the evening, and CinePlex for Ben & Jerry's ice cream wid shubin. DARN. its YUMMY ok. :D ate 2 Chocz's strawberries dipped in chocolate, a cup of sweetcorn and Ben & Jerry's ice cream for dinner. i have to sponsor si shubin 2 bucks for the chocz as i was late by half an hour? ok, as the BAYBEAT was super borin, so we decided to go orchard. while walking to the cityhall mrt, a very sweet-looking woman approached us. she's from UNIASIA, i think it's a place for training artiste.
she goes, "hi, i'm from UNIASIA. we're looking for young people like u, as i think that you both have the potential to be an artiste. we've train many artistes like Fiona Xie, and the most successful one is of course Dawn Yeo. so can i have your number and we'll call u back some other time to tell u more about it? u can make a call to our office to know more, and this is my name card." she looks really sweet and pretty, and i thought she was from a certain church to pull ppl to her church at first. bt it turned out dat she's lookin for new faces. OMG. haha. we were damn shocked lor. later when she went off, we were laughing our ass off. artiste? no way, lol. i've never ever tot of being a artiste b4.not even once. LOL -_- and u should know they won't train u for free right, u're required to pay of course. erm.. bt if we were given a chance, why not? lol. mayb one day we will really go big. WAHAHA. okay. a teenage couple walked past us and was somehow caressing each other.
ME : hugging each other like this in the public, i think they have very little respect for themselves lor.
SHUBIN : .. people say this out of jealousy because u never get to experience it. see liao very buay song right. people have then u don't have. maybe next time i will see u like this on the street when u have a bf. (laughs)
ME : laugh laugh laugh. LOL..
we laughed for a few mintues. haha. headed home after eating ice cream. well, we took a long time to search for Ben and jerry. kinda stupid rite? and reached at around 11plus. BayBeats is kinda boring, the rock band ain't that great and their songs wasn't very nice too. haha. maybe because the first day performance is mostly bands from M'sia? today and tomorrow's one will be more of US' bands and japan band.
Ben & Jerry's ice cream is heaven. :) [edited from shubin's post. hehe]