life is sometimes just so amazing. it can be very beautiful, but of cos, ugly too. and i've oso come to realise this very one point. dat is, people do change. yeps, i do change, u too and everyone does. perhaps now is the 'season of change' as many ppl dat i knew weren't the ones dat i used to noe.. anymore. well, i admit i did change too. been having mood swings now and den. And two very specific person have changed so much. Dey are so much more arrogant now. always saying dat deir skills are better den we sec 3 ones, except mama evan larr. well, maybe sometimes dey were jus joking. but dey didn't even realise dat dose words actually meant alot to us, dose words of us hurt us. Dey didn't even tink of how we will feel hearin dose tings. and ya, me szeting and jingwen were kinda pissed off. i rmb kl's very one sentence " you all sec 3 de shld play more wid xb and emu, and those stronger players only den can we improve." but the problem is, did dey ever give us a chance to play wid dem? even if dey did, dey will sure " fang shui" de. and if dey " fang shui", how can we improve? how can we learn? The heat is on. we all have to train hard to get into sch team nxt yr as dere are too many players. and the pressure is so much more on we sec 3s de. Especially for szeting, as she also have to manage the team at the same time. well, we three have discussed and came to an ans. dat is you all simply just look down on us. since sec one up till now. maybe we are too sensitive, but dat's wad we feel. so d only way to make dem not to look down on us is to prove ourselves. to do dat, we'll only have to train train and train harder. well, to d rest of d sec 3s players, i believe, wid determination, we can surely improve and prove ourselves to dem! so, JIAYOU!! noting's impossible :) wahahaha:) IM FINALLY ENLIGHTENED!